CAUTION: WORDY POST!


its been a long time since i last posted, didnt know what came over me to start blogging now. perhaps its just that i just finished my game and i decided to do some blog hopping. and out of nowhere my fingers start to feel itchy and got the urge to type something out.. -sicko!

okay.. dont really know what to type either, the more i dont know who will be reading this even if i made a novel on blogspot. perhaps less than a handful would click JULIAN'S BLOG to scan thru OR which i wish i had a fan club of my own with over a 100 members least, praying that i would blog again and type something out here, anything at all satisfies them and they would go nuts and whacko.. but i guess not!

just to think of it, i know i think alot.. maybe some dont, but now you know right?
yes as a matter of fact i do think alot, thats why many people say tat i daydream, im not.. a brilliant mind is working thats all =) ... okok, i just think of things like what im a gonna do later, or things of the past which im proud of.. like winning a game or something, oh yeah i feeeeeel so good bout myself whenever i win a game. i like games okay? and seriously i dont totally play for leisure and to pass time quickly, when i play i play to win. if i dont think i can, i wont play. or i would just anyhow, get it?

back to daydream- yes.. no, i dont daydream.. just thinking, im not 'dao'. im not 'acting cool' i am a quiet person. i dont talk much, just people who are closer to me wont believe that i know. when im bored i might be the one going nuts. yup ..

a little sneakpeak into my mind, i think about food most of the time. cos i dont wanna get hungry, as u know im thin. food is essential.. good fatty weight-putting FOOD! i wanna get fat tooo u know, not like i love my image right now or anything. and shut up and fuck u to u whoever likes calling me thin or skinny. i HATE it, whoever thinking that im weak bcos of my thinner built.. bring it on =)
talking bout size, i really need to get into army asap. i've been hearing ppl saying tat thinner guys going in army will get bigger, more muscular. hohoho, im so looking forward to it baby.. lean muscles and tight abs.. woosh! ..3 yrs time 'frowns'

i have been working as some would know. but its over already..
though we as have a common enemy at work, we love the times we had together.. all the bullshit, all the fake over-times, all the goody free food, the lunch/dinner trips where we left early and came back late, and lastly the money(gone!). miss those days.. even though i have to wake up 5.30am every morning mon-fri thank u, and the great colleagues and friends which i get to know. great ppl, smart ppl, cute ppl, lucky for me i get to work with my friends there. so time pass quickly as talk alot of crap most of the time. playing games at the computer, photostating our faces, shooting rubber bands(hundreds). and the best part.. sleep/eat.


what im gonna say next, sorry if its too wordy. but its suppose to be a wordy post, so i'll try to make it very wordy wordy wordy wordy wordy wordy wordy wordy as possible alright :) cheerios nachos!
IM taking my car licence now, passed both my theory test, booked my TP. now still in the process of my practical, nervous and anxious at the same time. driving is fun, go places anytime of the day. no hassle expect for some jams and parking. avoid peak hours lor.. so simple. just thinking i could go supper with my friends at night, OH i FORGOT, im staying at woodlands so i couldnt fetch them, too bad.. LAUGH! the sensation of driving is just great, for now lah, maybe next time i would be so lazy even to drive.

andddd,
IM taking piano lessons. faster pace lesson cause im not really very young child or something, mine a faster pace so i've been told. didnt want to rely on my dad waiting for him to put me to lesson already, quite fed up with that. its been quite sometime since i last saw him already too. okay, PIANO! yes that wooden ivory combination thingy that produces pretty sounds. im learning that, yes.. and nope i do not have a piano at home, i practices at my girly-friend's house. once or twice i gotta go over her house to practise. yup im a burden, but she loves it, RIGHT!? a pianist boyfriend is a plus+ okay? i feel myself becoming a piano freak, im intriged to see people play the piano and pieces or songs which i really like. FOR example -To Zanarkand, FFX themesong. i can play that piece, at least 3/4 of it.. learned it 3/4-way, dont get shock !


okay i think i shall shuddup here already.

OH and im starting school next monday 23rd July. which so happens to be my 1year anniversary with dear girlfriend Lynne. =) im studying at Nafa, which is at middle road, nearby Bugis Junction. hello artschool, i've no idea what is installed for me, 1st year would be foundation year for me, im going for multimedia. cousin Glenn told me to go for Motion Graphics, an industry with a bright future. so i guess thats what i'll be aiming for. Good luck for me, dont get in my way thank you.

okay seriously shutting up, ..i love you Lynnie 'Beanie Bok'

shut , shut. pictures !

p.s: no more copying, time to get your own idea.

Julian Chan, 19
o2 / dec / 1988
sagitarius
Nafa

*girlfriend <3
*maximum tuned*
*street wear*
*learning the piano*
*getting car licence*
*final fantasy fan!*